Dear jesus

jesus have you really crused me?
i mean i been craving for a blade for the longest,
and Ms. linda been believeing in sandra...
even when they call me a demon,
which im not i am a family of the most high....
anyway today i really do feel like killing myself,
but i dont want sandra th get the victory.....
or the devil......
just please let me be up in heaven with you jesus.
i hate my life with a passion..
why couldnt you kill me when i was born?
i mean why?
i was born in a crused family,
and now that i am sixteen im crused,
but in an blessed family well kind of...
i just want you jesus....
walk with you talk with you and learn your ways....

ps god i love you with a passion

love malaysia
05/08/10

i need a man

i need a man that doesnt want me for sex,
i need a man to care for me just like i care for him...
that i would have sex with and not tell his buddies....
mmmmmm.....
i need a man that doesnt like sharing his women with his friends,
a man who cars what i do with my life,
a supported man,
and who would like what i do...
who cares on how i feel....
a man.....
and not just any man......
so one day i would be married beside him,
we'll be faithful,
and i would too...
so our love will be passionate....
he'll be my husband.....
and i'll be his wife......
our love will be that make-up love,
that love would never fail...
who loves my god who watches us in heaven....
who loves us to die for us.....
so yeah i need a man

by: Malaysia Smiley- Coleman
05/11/10