Dear jesus

jesus have you really crused me?
i mean i been craving for a blade for the longest,
and Ms. linda been believeing in sandra...
even when they call me a demon,
which im not i am a family of the most high....
anyway today i really do feel like killing myself,
but i dont want sandra th get the victory.....
or the devil......
just please let me be up in heaven with you jesus.
i hate my life with a passion..
why couldnt you kill me when i was born?
i mean why?
i was born in a crused family,
and now that i am sixteen im crused,
but in an blessed family well kind of...
i just want you jesus....
walk with you talk with you and learn your ways....

ps god i love you with a passion

love malaysia
05/08/10